Cats, Love, and Me

(taken from Google Image - http://www.thehindu.com/life-and-style/leisure/article38810.ece)

Hi Ki,

Today I am looking for cat images, and I find this picture.

It’s not really cute (compared to other images), but it reminds me of you.

You might be surprised,

it’s been twelve years, but I still remember this picture

it's just one of nine cat images you sent me

with some love quotes in it

You knew that I always love cats

That’s what I thought to be your only reason of sending me those images

Never thought that it’s a sort of expression of your hidden feelings

Maybe I was blind, but maybe not

I didn’t want to misinterpret it and ruined our friendship

although I did care about you and loved being with you

and MAYBE you loved me, too

I won’t ask you about your true feelings,

but you might not know,

deep inside my heart, you left a scratch for being unfair to me,

But still, I won’t ask you about your true feelings

let it remains a mystery.

Because, whatever the answer is

it won’t make any differences

We have beautiful lives now

We are not meant to be together

Arrrrrrggghhh

*Sigh*.... Assignment udah numpuk, reading materials belum tersentuh... Jadi panik nih... Sadar sih, ini salah aku juga. Kemaren-kemaren ke mana aja, neng... Waktu kok dibiarkan lewat begitu saja. Mmmm.... masalahku memang selalu itu-itu saja, easily distracted... Mana juga tuh yang katanya highly motivated.

Don’t be panic. Bismillahirrahmannirrahim. Stop playing around. Just start reading and working. Concentrate. InsyaAllah everything will be ok.

Ekspresiku

Hari ini, aku terdampar di sebuah blog, yang empunya-nya pun kutak tahu (nggak kenal, maksudnya). Mmmm... lalu pikirku, nggak ada salahnya membuat blog sendiri, sekedar ingin mengekspresikan sisi lain dari diriku :) Sisi lain yang terkadang kutak ingin orang lain tahu. Namun aku ingin berbagi, kiranya sisi lain memandang hidup, menjadikanku lebih berarti. Yah... setidaknya dapat menjadi curahan hati saat beban hati terasa menghimpit.